edhiii boi – Non Fiction (Translation by shizuna)

[shizuna]

This translation is also available on the BMSG Wiki, Non Fiction page :)


I want to see beyond the door that blocks the light
Whether I lock up my shattered heart
Is up to me.

The self I’ve been shutting out
The complaints I’ve been bottling up

What’s “normal” is something I’ve never known
I don’t know what lies ahead
Tomorrow or the day after.

The resolve I made that day
Is the only proof I can be proud of

What do I want to become?
Right now, I just want to know what “normal” feels like

My greatest rival is myself
The battle never ends
I leave my mark on the path I carve

Where is the hidden exit?
Until I find the door…

The wounds slowly multiply
Invisible to the eye

I’ll race through the unstable road ahead
Even if the light doesn’t reach it

Run, run, run, run, I will keep running
I’ll go wherever it takes me, keep going!

I keep on running

Shout, shout, shout, shout, I will keep shouting
If you hear me shouting, scream!

Until this voice reaches you.

There’s no time to hesitate
I want to see what’s beyond
This blocked vision.

Tracing my footsteps again and again
A life-changing chance to turn things around

I remember the mistakes of my past
The trauma that won’t leave my mind

The self I threw away to repaint it all
I won’t look back because I choose to believe

A nonfiction with no lies
Each and every one of us has a story

Going along with the story
Isn’t interesting at all, so…

I’ll break out of my heavy shell
And push my way through this dark path.

Everything that lies ahead is an unkown
No matter the path, I won’t run away

The moment I unlock the door
Light slips through the cracks and hit my eyes, it hurts

Stepping on my own shadow, I take off and fly
I am swept away by deep waves, my body can’t move

I don’t want to see this again, a replay of the nightmare
Whose doing is this?

Am I suffering?

My broken body and
My empty bed

But I’m not going to sleep
Now it’s my turn.

I’ll race through the unstable road ahead
Even if the light doesn’t reach it

I’ll race through the unstable road ahead
Even if the light doesn’t reach it

Run, run, run, run, I will keep running
I’ll go wherever it takes me, keep going!

I keep on running

Shout, shout, shout, shout, I will keep shouting
If you hear me shouting, scream!

Until this voice reaches you.

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